Sunshine Makes It Better

Gosh I’m freezing.  I hate wearing lots of clothes though, I’m not giving into fall just yet.  I’m so not ready for summer to end.

I’m feeling better today.  I woke up to the sun shining and Silas screaming but the sun was shining so the screaming didn’t cut through me straight into my nerves like it usually does.  I’m trying the ignore tactic with the screaming now as covering his mouth is apparently turning into fun for him.  I hate the screaming.

Ikey decided that nursing is the devil today.  I can’t wait until he fully gets the hang of it.  It was hard to feel patient with him today because he’s been so much better.  When I know he can do it then it’s hard for me to deal with him when he’s being a booger head.  Two more months and we start solid food…wooooot!!

My husband is at church doing sound today.  Gosh he’s been doing that a lot.  It was supposed to be a once a month deal.  The poor guy can use it though.  He’s gotta deal with his crazy wife and her silence while she deals with pain.  I wish I could always be happy for him, always be without issue.  I guess when he met me I was in the deepest depression of my life so perhaps he knew what he was getting into.

I really am feeling better though, despite the lack of positive talk in this blog.  But I can say that Silas and Ikey are adorable and even though they’re the basis of my insanity, I wouldn’t have it any other way.