Well Silas has officially graduated to pj’s instead of sleepers. The 24 month sleepers are much to small, his toe poked through all the feet. Dangit that stage went fast, and it was dreadfully cute. I guess bright yellow Joe Boxer Pj’s are cute too. Especially when he’s wearing them while eating some unidentified object off the floor.
Apparently this is making him think he’s a big boy and that he doesn’t need a nap. He’s been in his room for over an hour and hasn’t slept yet. Dangit child! I could SO be napping right now because Ike is fast asleep. I’m annoyed. I might just close all the doors and nap even though Silas isn’t. I don’t know if I could though. At least he’s happy in there.
I feel as though I’m really starting to adjust. I hardly have any anxiety today and I’m feeling fairly happy (aside from this no napping nonsense). Still slightly anti-social but I have today to myself for the most part so I’m enjoying that. My brother Andy will be dropping by to cuddle the baby on his way through so that should be kinda nice. Perhaps he can watch the kids while I nap. Ya right! Good thing I’m not nearly as tired as I was when I was pregnant. Gosh I love not being pregnant!
I love that I can hold Silas without my tummy in the way, you get such a better cuddle that way as more of your body’s are touching. Same with cuddles from the husband. Actually, I just love my husband a lot more when I’m not pregnant. Hormones. I also can taste food again, I’ve noticed with butter, weird but I can taste the butter now where as before I couldn’t taste anything. It’s odd how my sense of smell got better but my taste buds stopped working.
Thanks for all the opinions yesterday, feel free to keep them coming. I really have no idea what I want to do. I just know that if I get pregnant again I’d want to jump off a building. I’d be super upset. Abstinence?
There, I just cuddled with Silas for a while, hopefully he’ll sleep now. My cheek is still warm from resting it on his head. Soooo nice. The little things sure make the day worthwhile.