I fell asleep praying last night that I would be feeling more blissful and happy about this whole new baby thing. I woke up feeling a lot better. I’m feeling a lot more normal and social and in love with my little Isaac. Thank God! I always forget to pray about things, it seems to really do the trick sometimes.
We went to church today. Ike’s first church outfit was a onesie with a skull and crossbones and jeans. Not many people noticed, so much for making a statement.
My MIL is here today, she’ll be here for just over a week I think, FIL is coming in 5 days. I’m looking forward to the visit now as I am feeling a lot more social. I haven’t had any anxiety today. Woot.
It seems like I need to already start to really attempt to lose weight. The weight loss has REALLY slowed down already at a very bad place. I’m 178 now. Goal weight: 130. I’ve already lost almost 30 pounds since the last day I had Isaac (still pregnant). So the weight loss journey begins. Keep me accountable people.