Feeling slightly less blurry eyed after a nap. Although I woke to both of my children screaming, yikes., thank God for Grandmas. Although it was Grandma that was making Isaac scream…bum change.
I feel like I’m two timing my children, that I’m not allowed to love them the same or at the same time. It’s very weird. Silas hasn’t shown much jealousy at all. He hates it when I hold other children but he’s doing amazing. He’s incredibly tender towards Isaac and will kiss him and smell his hair. He sits beside me for a bit when I nurse him and he says “baby baby”. He already knows that the baby sleeps in the bassinette and is trying to climb up to see, we’ll have to break that habit soon. If he gets on his tippy toes he can just see in. I’m scared he’s going to knock it over. He even brings blankets to the baby and put them on him and says “cuddle” and puts his head down on him. It’s weird that Silas feels such a connection to him, he must just know somehow. He’s never like this with other babies.
Anyway, a few photo’s for your viewing delight, you’ll get many more in the future.
first cuddle with daddy
wide awake the next morning. Dangit we make cute babies!