My Sis in law Leanne came over this morning with Lucas. She brought us some Krispy Creams which are OK for Silas to eat…nice. I was feeling all warm and welcoming and I made Lucas some lunch to have with Silas. I was giving Silas his usual probiotic chewable and asked if Lucas wanted one. He was chewing on it all funny and then the gagging started and then before I knew it, my highchair was covered in vomit. Ooops. I felt pretty bad. It was really gross. Leanne had thought she cleaned everything up and was sniffing around saying “I still smell it” and there was the bib sitting there still covered in puke. She almost had left it for me…ewww…I think I would have just stuck it outside. I don’t know if could have handled Lucas puke. Yucky. I felt pretty bad…poor Lucas and his incredible gag reflex.
Silas told on Lucas while he was here. Lucas stole Silas’ cookie so Silas came over to me and said “Lucas Lucas” and brought me over to Lucas and the cookie…too cute.
I love that my Lucas is getting more comfortable here. He used to cry a lot when he came over but now he seems really comfortable. He likes bouncing on my couch and I let him because he just looks so gosh darn cute. Him and Silas get along very well and it’s so cute to see Lucas catching up to his cousin in development. It’s so cool that once they all get the hang of walking, they’re pretty much the same. I remember when Silas just seemed so much older than Lucas. Especially when Lucas was only a few pounds. I’m so glad he’s catching up and now you can’t really tell they’re that different. They’re only 4 months apart!! Too bad they wont be in the same grade at school :(.
I’ve been thinking these past few days about hypnotherapy. Does it really work?? I know it’s such a taboo subject for Christians because it’s seen as “evil” or whatever because you’re not in control of your body like alcohol. I really don’t think that’s God’s main reason to say that alcoholism is bad, I think it’s the addiction and how it can hurt you and your relationships. But I think if I trusted the person, and the whole thing worked, I could really benefit from it. Anyone ever try it?? I was thinking of using it for emotional eating and for my weird issues like not cleaning.
I was thinking last night that I don’t actually mind doing chores. When I’m cleaning I never think “gosh I hate doing this”, ever! I know Leanne thinks that when she’s cleaning (but she’s good at forcing herself to do stuff she doesn’t wanna do) so obviously I really don’t mind cleaning. There’s something in my brain that makes me think that it’s not desirable to do even though I like it and I like a clean house and I like the feeling it gives you. So, what’s my issue? No idea. Perhaps I could change my subconscious and then I wouldn’t mind getting off my tooshie to do a little cleaning up!! The only part of cleaning I hate is putting away loose ends. Like a draw full of stuff that needs to do to a bunch of different places. I try and group things but there’s still things forgotten and I never finish because I just end up annoyed.
Anyway, let me know if any of you have tried hypnotherapy and if it works or not. I’m willing to give it a shot perhaps. If someone else is in the room with me…like Brent.