So now what? What do I do about Halloweens? What do I do about Silas going for sleepovers with his friends? What if his friend’s birthday party is at a restaurant he can’t go to? What does he say when kids make fun of him because he’s never eaten at McDonalds? I’ve read a few cross contamination horror stories about that place (I kinda boycott that place because of the crazy stuff they do to get hildren eating their food). What do I do with poor Ikey who’ll have to miss out on things because of Silas as well? I feel so bad about all of this. I’m pretty bummed actually.
I was so sad in the grocery store today. So many things I pick up and read the label and Silas can’t have it. His favorite crackers are out now, Annies All Natural Cheddar Bunnies. Man, I thought this only happened to people who fed their kids crap, used chemicals around the house, didn’t breastfeed. I’ve done a lot with Silas. He only ate organic the first year like they recommend, we don’t use harsh chemicals and we don’t eat them either. All natural soaps and shampoos. I guess I need to keep telling myself that was all worth it and he could be much worse if I hadn’t done those things. That boy still has a killer immune system, it just doesn’t like peanuts.
Anyway, it just sucks for everyone. I’m tired again.