welp, nice try no cigar. We didn’t get the place. There was an offer on it by the time we offered and so we thought we’d offer kinda high but the people came back and offered 1 thou above the asking price. Oh well. They obviously wanted it much more than we did. I don’t know whether or not to feel completely hopeless or excited because perhaps God has something different in store for us? Something better? Or is it just life and that’s how life goes? When I’m feeling hopeless about buying a place in time, it goes into the rest of my life. Now I’m feeling hopeless about getting this baby out early and a million other things. Funny how that works. I was in SUCH a weird mood yesterday and I couldn’t explain it. Brent was all worried but there was no reason to be. I was just in a mood that I get into when I put an offer on a place during the final days of a pregnancy, an indescribable mood that of course I’ve never felt before. I really didn’t feel like talking which is weird for me. So we’ve broadened our search into a nearby town which, in the lower mainland, is very close because all the towns run together. This would be more suburb area which is nice, it’s a quieter place which will make me feel like I’m more in the country. I’m a country girl. There’s a townhouse there that looks amazing but with our luck, it’s probably gone :(.
Other than that, I don’t know what else is going on. Everything is going on and I’m feeling a weeee bit crazy these days. I guess I just need to take it one day at a time right now. The mess in my house is driving me crazy. I don’t even want to bother with dishes because they’re just going to pile up again. I hate that. It’s a never ending problem that will never go away. Sometimes I feel like I’m not made to be a housewife. I just can’t get it together. But then if I work I’m going to have to come home and clean anyway and I hate going to work, I’ve just never had a good work environment. I’m overwealmed by the mess that grows so quickly, I’m contemplating hiding all the dishes but one for each person that will just have to get washed right after use!
Anyway, I don’t feel like doing anything but complaining right now so I should go nap. I shouldn’t even start on the mood Silas has been in. Sorry I’m being negative, it’s just feeling like a weird time in my life.