I’ve always had this dream to be a famous singer. I kinda lost that dream for a while there but for some reason it’s coming back to me. Obviously you’ve seen that because I’ve been showing you some of my songs here and here.
It’s been on my mind a lot. Of course I’d love to have a record deal and go on tour and the whole 9 yards but I’m thinking that I just want to sing in general. It’s my first love. It’s my favorite thing to do.
I’ve been practicing a lot. My poor fingers aren’t very happy with my at the moment because they’re not used to holding down guitar strings but they’re surprising me with how much they remember. Muscle memory is so cool.
I’m going to keep practicing and hopefully start playing at some places. I know Leanne has a place where I can play sometimes but I just want to get better at the guitar again first. I also want to write some new songs. I rewrote one last week. It was a so so Christian song so I reworked it into a love song for Brently and I think it’s a lot better now. Not because it’s not about Jesus anymore but just because it’s got more solid, less generic lyrics. I’ll get it up as soon as it’s more solid.
Anyway, I’m so happy to be rediscovering my passion. These past 6 years I haven’t felt much like Leah but little pieces are starting to come back and the music thing is SO welcome. I love it so much. But I need lots of encouragment. Not doting…just encouragment.